People Are So Disappointing

I'm not even really sure why I'm on this website. I guess it's because only really two people are following me and I can just rant and rant and rant and no one will tell me to be quiet. Anyway...I'm done with people. I feel like everyone is going to let me down eventually. Why do I feel this way? I really don't have a lot of reasons. I put way too much thought into people I don't even really know.

I don't know why I tend to look to strangers for things. I don't even know them, how can I count on them? I've never even thought about that before...but I really do have way too much faith in people. I assume that everyone I pass on the streets is a good person and will do whatever they can to be that good person. Sadly, that is not so. People don't seem to want to believe in their own beliefs. They want everything handed to them.

Even beliefs!

I swear that's why we have religions. No one wants to go out and discover their own beliefs about God, they just want someone else to tell them how it is. Freedom of thought? Yes, we have it. But we don't want it.

It goes the same for just about everything. People are going to fuck just because they can. It doesn't matter if they feel good about it. TV says sex is good so why not fuck whoever you can? TV says Miley Cyrus is an artist why not believe it?

I'm done. I feel like one of the last people on Earth who actually makes his own decisions.

"Sing Me A Song"

"Sing Me A Song"

Sing me a song about love
And I’ll fall into your arms
Sing me a song about life
And well sing it all night
Sing me a song about heartache
And I’ll know that you know
Exactly how I am feeling

But I don’t need to
No not anymore…

Chorus:
Where did you come from?
How did you get here?
All my thoughts lay in rubble
Covered up in fear
How did you find me?
Why did you stick around?
All my hope was crashing down
Falling lower than the ground
Where did you come from?

Sing me a song about the world
And we’ll donate some time
Sing me a song about the future
And we’ll make new plans
Sing me a song about endings
And I’ll tell you about mine

But I don’t need to
No not anymore…

Chorus

Hope seemed hopeless
And time seemed past
Never coming in first
Always coming in last
Life seemed to go bad
Then you came so fast

Sing me a song about love
Sing me a song about life
Sing me a song about love
Sing me a song about our life together…

Chorus

Anti-Cupid

"Anti-Cupid"

On this day today
All the couples are in love
Unlike every other yesterday
And the day before then
They needed to be reminded
They needed the ringer alarm

Rub it in
Make me soak it in
Yeah...

Chorus:
I'll shoot my arrow right through your heart
And watch it bleed everywhere
I know it hurts
Oh I know all to well
I live with it every day
I'm the anti-cupid
Love is for losers
Looking for a pair of arms
I'll shoot my arrow right between your eyes
Bet you didn't see that coming
I know it hurts
Oh I know all to well
It hurts like hell
Me, the anti-cupid

Cardboard heart cutouts with notes
"I love you always forever"
A bundle of roses in a vase
Put there are to say
"We are eternally
Bound to one another"

Rub it in
Make me soak it in
Yeah...

Chorus

A couple sharing their hundredth kiss
As if it's better than before
Better than the first
Because greeting cards say so
If you're alone today
There's something wrong with you

Rub it in
Make me soak it in
Yeah...

Chorus

Stuffed bears
Chocolate hearts
It's all a myth
It's all a part
Of the scheme
To make me feel
Even worse about myself...

On this day today
All the couples are in love
Unlike every other yesterday
And the day before then
They needed to be reminded
They needed the ringer alarm

But what about me?!

Chorus